I'm so glad you made time to see me. How's life?
Tell me how's your family? I haven't seen them in a while. You've been good,
busier than ever. We small talk, work and the weather. Your guard is up and I
know why.
Kamu seperti
penuh magis, memompa jantungku lebih cepat dari sebelumnya. Memasok energi
lebih banyak ke tubuhku. Lama-lama aku terbiasa, lama-lama aku merasa biasa.
'cause the last time you saw me is still burned in
the back of your mind. You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
Aku cuma
aku yang jahat. Menghempaskan perasaanmu begitu saja ketika sudah melambung
terlalu tinggi. Tapi aku tetap aku, yang terlalu mempermainkan perasaanmu.
So this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front
of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night", and I go back to December
all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you. Wishing that
I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all
right.
I go back to December all the time.
Lalu kamu
sakit, kamu terluka. Tapi mengapa tetap memperjuangkan aku? Orang yang
menyakitimu. Tapi aku tetap aku, yang egois, yang tak berperasaan. Hingga kamu
pergi, hingga kamu hilang.
These days I haven't been sleeping. Staying up
playing back myself leavin'. When your birthday passed and I didn't call. And I
think about summer, all the beautiful times, I watched you laughing from the
passenger side. Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Dan di sini
aku dengan semua kebanggaanku. Menyakitimu lebih dari kekuatanmu untuk tetap
bertahan. Aku menyadari ada yang hilang dari atmosfer hati ini. Kamu. Bintang yang
jatuh ke permukaan bumi dan menghilang untuk selamanya.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept
into my mind. You gave me all your love and all I gave you was
"Goodbye"
Aku merasa
sendiri. Merasa hampa. Tanpa kamu, tanpa cahaya penjaga kegelapan malam.
So this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front
of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night". And I go back to December
all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing that
I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my
own mind
I go back to December all the time.
Kamu memberikan
semua yang kamu bisa berikan. Cintamu, nafasmu, waktumu, bahkan hidupmu. Tapi
aku terlalu egois. Terlalu jahat.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile, so good
to me, so right. And how you held me in your arms that September night. The
first time you ever saw me cry.
Dengan angkuhnya
aku meninggalkanmu, menangis sendiri di tengah kegelapan malam. Lalu aku pergi.
Melangkah sejauh mungkin, menghempaskan kamu begitu saja.
Maybe this is wishful thinking, probably mindless
dreaming. If we loved again I swear I'd love you right... I'd go back in time
and change it but I can't. So if the chain is on your door I understand.
Kamu hilang.
Entah kemana. Ada yang hilang. Tidak ada lagi yang memasok energiku memompa
jantungku lebih cepat lagi.
But this is me swallowing my pride standing in front
of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night". And I go back to
December... It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing that
I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all
right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my
own mind
Dan di sini
aku kembali, menelan kebanggaanku mentah-mentah. Memohon kepadamu untuk kembali
pulang. Meminta lagi perhatianmu, meminta lagi hidupmu. Bisakah kamu
mengabulkan permintaanku wahai bintang jatuh? Kembalilah, cahaya penjaga
kegelapan malam.
I'd go back to December all the time.
All the time
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